Friday, December 9, 2011

i'm scared....

i have been encountering lots of dilemmas, worries and anxiety today, just after a dreadful day in college having to feel completely separated.... the moment i reached home, i had an immediate rush in thoughts of all the things i had to manage during the holidays, yes, i am now in a holiday period. and it ain't what i wanted...
i rmb those days in high scholl where we do not need to worry about anything, and now we have to worry about everything. i did not intend to scare anyone but it is true that college is the most awful period in a person's life especially when you aren't wishing to just study locally.

i need a game plan, i am completely out of track now, thus explaining this post, in which is the usage of internet, a form of entertainment to escape reality.... although writing, composing are suppose to be something positive, but as for now, the intention is bad, that is, to escape reality... someone help me....

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