the mirror image....

have you wondered why you always have to be a different person when you are with different people or groups?
i did that to fit in, and now i am freaking tired of it....
especially i have been making the best out of myself trying to impress those whom i cared and turn out they just give you more and more disappointment.
this is my life, i am not making any marketing tactics nor am i trying to gain any benefit from any relationship, i want to make myself fit in and now i am tired of being the mirror image, the different forms of myself.
i am a person who enjoys time alone sometimes, and when i am alone, i expect no one to disturb my peaceful life.
when i want to be with people, i will get near people, just not assholes.
i am freaking tired of being the good guy everybody sees i am, i am just kernyen, and that's who i will be for the rest of my life.... i wont solve waste my time, solving ur math problem if i do not know how to, just because you thought i was smart.
i wont do most of the work by myself while you assholes does nothing just because you bitch thought i am hardworking.
i wont freaking help you for things i dun want to just because you thought i am a very helpful person.
i wont help you think of ideas the whole day and night just because you think i am intelligent and creative...(which i am not)
and i will definitely not try to be a taxi driver just because i am your friend and i have a car, especially when i dun want to. if i want, i will, and if i dont. buzz off!
i will not make any impression to anyone anymore. so dun expect kernyen has changed, he just came back. that's all.

sorry if i offend anyone(sincerely)
and i wont say sorry when i dun want to just because you think a man should be forgiving and open-hearted.
people always say "forgiving is not about admitting faults but shows you treasure this relationship" for me, I FOLLOW THE DAMN DICTIONARY! DUN ASK ME TO SAY SORRY FOR HIS/HER FAULT.